The Door Into My Mind

You Are a Chief

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

You Are a Chief

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

I find my person strength in my family, friends, myself, and this very special person. Some days I feel as if I really don't have the strength to keep going, but I remember that I have some very special people in my life and I really understand that I can make it. Every day is another and someday, I'll get past all the troubles I have in my life. However, today may not be the day, and I cannot expect tomorrow to be it either. I would have to say that I find my personal strength in the lessons that I learn. I find that everything I go through, everyone I meet, all of it is connected. In everyone and everthing there is a lesson to be learned, and I find a new strength from it each day. Some people cause me to find the strength to keep going, others may inspire me in other ways. Life is not just a journey of what we can do, Life is the journey of finding ourselves and earning the strength we need to be ourselves. I'm glad that I have the life that I do, because without it I wouldn't be who I am today, and I won't be who I will be tomorrow.

So, I've been bored since coming home from the wrestling tournament.

--Which I got 5th place in-- ^_^ yay me.
lol.

And I added this girl that i knew for sure was into girls as well, who I've seen at every tournament I've been to.
She's a senior in High School.. omg is she beautiful. It sucks because none of the girls on the team know about me, but I don't care anymore. It's fine.
But, yeah and the girl is taken. she's pretty cool though. She's who inspires me to keep going in wrestling..
She's been doing it since Freshman year..


(getting sidetracked)

ANYWAYS..

And I was looking at her profile on myspace.

She had these lists of movies.. I've never heard of them before so I look them up..

AND I FOUND a few movies i knew i'd really enjoy.

The first one that I've watched almost till the finish is

"But I'm a Cheerleader"

*laughs*
^_^ its a GREAT movie.. and damn I wish i had a gf..
:(

its just not the same without her...
I've been meeting people as I'm sure most people do..
Some I'm interested in, some not so much.

&& for being Lez (tech..) I even found myself interested in a guy..

...then again my friends were like.. "is that a girl?"

ha ha. so maybe its the femininity i found in him. lol. I'm not sure.. but hey. I dont look for gender, but for personality and the person they are.

:]


Well, everyone enjoy the last of the weekend and have a great week!!

Night

[well.. morning]

xoxoxo
me

of the song.. ^_^
What hurts the most (originally by Rascal Flatts)
By.. -- O.O -- i forgot who this one is by. lol

oops. sorries

Listen and enjoy






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So.. If anyone would like a Hug.
Just ask!

<3

The Basics:
Name: Chelsea
Birthday: March
Age: 16
Nickname(s): Chels
How did we cross paths?: Dunno yet, we'll see...
The Physicals: Optional
Height: 5'3
Body Type (Curvy, skinny, etc.): Curvy
Eye Color: brown/hazel
Hair Color(s): brown
The Contacts:
AIM Screen name: ask
Yahoo Messenger Screen name: Ask
E-mail: Ask
Any other contact info you'd like for me to have: :) hi
Interesting/Random Facts: I love music, Piercings, tattoos
Piercings (list location if you'd like): Tongue, 2 x Ear, && want lip ring
Tattoos (list location if you'd like): want one on the wrist, and on back
Pets: dog, bird, brother & sister
Allergies (to animals specifically): none
Sense of Humor: He he :) (:
Anything else you think I'd find interesting: hmm IDK :)
Favorites:
Food: the good kind :) he he
Flower: Calla lily, Primrose, and the Forget-me-not
Song(s) (Limit to five): Pain-Three Days Grace, Dysfunctional Family-Cinema Bizarre, Don't Jump- Tokio Hotel, Why-Avril Lavigne, King of the World-Porcelain and the Tramps
Drink: Water
Animal: Ferret, Kitty, Monkey
Color:   Blue, Silver, Green
Features on a woman:    Personality, Smile, humor, Honesty, Trust, Faith, and Sweet/caring/kind.
Features about you:    For you to find out
Education/Work:    Early Graduate from High School
High School Graduate?:    not yet
College? (Attending/Graduate):    next year
Working?:     getting a job in march
Part-time, Full-time, other?:    part-time
Occupation(s):    Student
Living Situation/Transportation:    Mother atm.
Living with Parents/Siblings?:    yes
Living with friends/roommates?:    in 6 months yes.
Drive?:   in the summer, yes
Have a car?:   no
Pets?:   2
The Tough Questions:
Are you out to your friends and/or family?:   sister, brothers, and friends, but not the 'rents.
Do you wear glasses on a semi-regular basis?:   I will soon.
Have you ever been described as a geek or a nerd?:   I'm a loser. :P and a dork
Are you quick at text messaging?:   yuppers
Do you have unlimited texting for your phone?:   yes
Thoughts on chivalry and someone being a "gentleman" to you?:   being kind, and courteous, and going out of their way to do something for me.
Do you like to snuggle?:   =] yupp
Would you be willing to do a long distance relationship?:  yes, and i have before...

My first reaction would be to consider who it is, what it could be, and the first thing I'd ask is what's the matter? or are you alright? or what happened?..

If it was someone I was involved with, I'd tell them that "alright, I'm listening" .. I'd be a little worried, but not so much.
I'm sure if it was that bad .. it wouldn't be those exact words.

I love to help people so, I'd always help them through whatever it is. Especially if they tell me that.. I know something's up, they need to talk, something's wrong, I have to help them.
:) that's my job, it's who I am. && Who I'm proud to be.

<3

xoxo
me

I feel i'm slipping..
I know I'm falling..
My heart flutters; it keeps skipping..
My heart is yours; its calling..

I'm holding my breath..
-waiting for you
I'm dreaming of everything
-waiting for it to come true.


12-1-08 11:47 Central (US) Time